Thursday, August 5, 2010

Psychology

Turns out psychology has been my favorite subject for the last two semesters. I don't have a psych course for the fall, and I am rather bummed by it. This is a course that totally makes sense to me. I can see my life in hindsight and see where I've been screwed up and where I've screwed up myself. I love psychology and can see myself majoring in it.... oh yeah! except nobody would pay to hear my take on things... oh well! I see myself and my life so clearly as to how I got here and I can see my best friend as well. The triangle of love was so clear!!! I am so ready to move on, but I need a place to move to... so I'll keep on applying and hope a job opens up somewhere. At least I have 26 units of college down, that's always a plus. I need my life to turn around and after what I've been learning it's time for me to take the initiative. I had been scared of the "what if", but that ship has sailed. If I get something for me that will benefit my kids I'm all over it. One job opening is all it takes... and I'm gone.... to whereever the wind takes us. Interesting how my classes are rounding me out... Business Law, Psychology (x2), Accounting, Business Computers, Control Costs, Business, etc. I desperately need a job so I can support me and my two kids. I hope I can find something.... anything would be good at this point.